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| Tmr we have a meeting with our mentor from YDC, coz we cannot just let him see what we have done in semifinal, so this week we have several appointments with different profs, and several discussions, and I have to spend near 1/3 of the week on this stuff. Sometimes I kinda feel driven mad by it, I know I will do it at full blast after June1st, my final, but now...I really dont want to tackle to it...how can I deal with the whole thing...but I am the leader, if I show off some signs of upset or gloom, it will be bad on my teammates, I cannot do that. I feel obliged for myself. I just dont understand why Bert will always be that energetic on the plan, I am just tired. I want a rest. I want to prepare for my final, which is not that optimistic now...but I cannot... So what I am asking for now, is just to finish tmr's meeting, and go back to my normal life. So I am gonna to set the next meeting time after final, definitely!!! This sem's final really pushes me to end. So I am afraid whether I should select lots of courses in UCLA. I want to take 13, which may sound a lot. Some of my friends who have been there, just 3 for a quarter. I still want to travel through UCB, SF, Las Vegas, Yellow Stone, UCSD, SB, Davis, Irvine, at least I have to visit my many friends there. Of cuz, I surely will go to NY, Boston, why not~so is it possible? With only a modest winter break, small and short spring break, and many courses, and I still have to do part-time, find intern and improve myself. Can life be easy even if I am on exchange? Impossible!! To me, life can never be easy...that's a stupid dilemma. And today, I found I really dont like my room. My desk is far from window, far from air and wind. So that's why the feeling is different from my room at home. | | |
| It's UCLA. Life is fabulous. We will meet once again in US, in LA, Victoria, my ex-roommie^^, from UCLA, and we got exactly the same GPA last semester. Everything is so coincident! So let's have a nice time together~although you must be very busy these days. I am happy with the result. And of course, quite relieved. You know what, our hearts are tied up with this result for almost the whole semester, and it finally comes, so suddenly. It's just like life itself. You never knows. | | |
| Our team entered final~in some degree as we forecast~ I am happy and pleased, but not to exaggerated extent~cuz during the last days, we suffer a lot, from our poor teamwork atmosphere~but anyway, things passed, and we have tackled with the problem in teamwork, and we are going to celeberate it in LKF next week^_^ | | |
| I was driven down by myself. Near the end of April, everything that will come will come at last...I am really nervous...who knows my nerve...that's why I am browsing someone's spz, even if I dont know them at all. Is intern good? Yes, but I cannot find one. Is at home nice? Yes, but something happened. Is travelling nice? Yes, I want it so much! But...I think all I am thinking of, is just a way for me to escape from the reality. I have to get the result, maybe I still have to do some check. I dont know...I just feel very frustrated and depressed these days. I do not even want to go to tmr's funny interview, a 10 minutes interview...sigh...If I could have prepared well for my last two important interview, I dont even have to attend this boring and non-sense one. I was reading macro econ, but I just cannot concentrate...I dont know why, dont ask me. I am waiting...waiting for something that is very very important... Obessity is rather terrible, to me...I dont want to think of it any more. I want to get rid of it. I need help. I want to be myself this summer, I really want to go to Europe. That summer school. I am not sure how long and how much I can get, I just damned want to go so much! No why. Anyway I wont waste my summer boring at home with TV and PC. I was not good, I failed in many things, but I still want to be happy~I want to be a happy me. | | |
| YDC!!! I like our idea, our team~I am sure if we can do all the things as we plan, we will go to final~ But it is just too crazy! crazy biz plan crazy DVD OMG!! any advise and suggestion and doubt...make us change change and change... browse through all available info...and know that we have a so lucrative and innovative thing... but ppl in HK may not realize, not as ppl in US....no wonder US makes lots of money... AND I now know that....biz competition is not for me, this YDC may be my last one...also cuz being a team leader is very hard...and tired. FINANCE is what for me, not business. SO next SMCP Financial Planner thing, I will try. And nervously waiting for my finance midterm mark, it should be in full mark, if nothing accident happens. | | |
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